or. figthing the zerg in order to save Kerrigan.
the rest of the day i found was reeaally boring.
exploring the world thru the net?? nah!! not that type of person.
owh!! i can watch movies! got no money, so i can pun aside thinking bout cineplex. not much war movies they have now anyway.. muvie nok da lam pc tok pun dah dekat nak afal da.. bukan afal jalan crita jak.. siap ngan skrip skali.
Life's been sucked out of me
And this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, I did it to myself, I said it would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery
Expression, stimulation hallow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place
Never enough
Do I deserve what I got
Now everything's OK, there's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural to me I'd say in every way
Someboy kick me in my place
I feel as if I'm running back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing
Is everything OK? Is something with me
Pushing and pulling feelings eternal
My heart is yours I feel as if I'm running
Life will knock me down
papa roach-never enough
lirik jak atas ya.. i like this band, only for 'infest' album. but when they changed their vocalist, everything went wrong. really wrong.. the aggressive, all-outspoken gud ol' papa roach, u can kiss them gud bye. same thing happened to Rage Against the Machine.
maybe some 'people' think that those band a lil' too aggresive to offend. so here the mainstream took place in their mind. rich and fame. so those 'people' said to them, 'why dont u all try a new set of genre? something like, love songs, yeah, that will emerge u all out of underground scenes..'
haha.. enuf of me crappin n babling nonsense.
and dang yeah.. i am wat this songs about. this is wat i feel everyday. like im purposeless. i rememberd that i told sum1 that i got a mp3 in my head. its virtually true. no. really. im talking no nonsense now.. its not that ive implanted a mp3 player in my head. but i can remember a lot of songs(of course, songs which genres i listened to..) for a long period of time. i even can remember the beat of the drums thatve been played in the song, the rythm, and, if i like the song, i even can recall its lyrics.
ironically, i dont really remember other things, or things that far more important than those songs well. thats my prob. i even dont remember that my best friend's lil sis got a severe gastric. bollocks isnt it?
baru ku tau apa rasa geng2 nok dok kat umah jak.. hahaha.. rasakan..
for my dearest friends, im totally broke now, no money, no phone credits, no replying your messages, so u all might think that ive soaked into the realm of darkness now.. in fact, im on my quest in searching for sumthing thats called 'myself'..
owh! dang! i forgot. Fayyad da mok balik kch.. isk..
now why the heck im writing in bahasa penjajah? dah borink gilak kot!
chow mate.